Dreams change

And unfortunately, places change, people change, and at one point we have to move on to do what's best for us. This is where I'm at right now. It's time for me to move on.

I think I'm ready for a new job, so I've begun looking.

I'm not going to disclose the reasons why I am looking for another job. I'm not really happy about going through this process again of putting myself out there, applying and waiting, but at this point I have nothing to lose. I'm going to remain employed until I find a new job, and after that will put in my notice. I don't like that I'm in this position, but again, at this point I really don't feel I have a choice. I have been faced with many challenges since I've started working, and I know wherever I go next will bring forth its own set of challenges, but I'm willing to take the risk and go with what may come next. I haven't applied for many jobs yet, only a few, but I have some saved that I will be applying for later. This is a decision that will take a while to get going; a week from today I have a doctor's appointment with an orthopedic fellow/surgeon for some ongoing foot/ankle problems I've been going through. If there's something going on that requires me to be off my feet for a while, then it would be incredibly silly to seek a new job followed by "oh, I have to be gone for x number of days/weeks, peace out." So in the meantime, I'm staying put, but continuing to look.

So that's where I am right now. I'm not sure what the next steps are, but God knows. He brings us through things and tough times to show us something better. I know something better is out there for me; it just may take me a while to find it.